Sisterly Love

So i basically created this blog so i can comment on my sister's blog and follow up with her but...

It may actually be a good idea to write out my feelings here, no matter what i am thinking or feeling. I'm going to be completely honest, while probably censoring myself.

Anywho. Today I've actually been pretty productive. I actually got up this morning at a reasonable hour, 10:30, instead of 1:30 like i did on Saturday. I have been procrastinating doing a paper for my french class for weeks now. I should have started it a long time ago, but like usual, i wait until the last moment to do it. But the reason i think i am being productive is, i have waited for two days to do it, so in essence, i am doing it early!

but this paper has to be 3-4 pages, and then i have a final on tuesday in philosophy, and then a 5 page paper due in international affairs on thursday, another 3 page extra credit paper in IA, then a 4 page paper in my other class due on friday. THEN next week i have a final monday, and two on wednesday. Basically. Im going to want to shoot myself before these next few days are over.

Oh, but of course i found time to make little bags with candy and playdough in them for my friends. And i bought little candy canes for the people in my classes. I know, im in college and its weird, but i love giving. Well i love that people like you for giving things. I am a suck up.

I guess that would bring me to another fact about me, i aim to please. I like to buy my friends with gifts and sweetness, becuase i feel like if i dont, noone will like me. Or i am the goofball, so people laugh, and want to be around me. Only when people know me for a while do they start to realize that i have true issues... but i think i will stop there because that is a conversation for a day when i am not happy. Today, unusually, i am. :)

Well all the best, and peace and love!
Loki